FOR THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY…I AM SORRY
I am hurt, regretful of what i did, wishing that i shouldn’t have reacted that way, wishing that i shouldn’t have taken it seriously and just enjoyed the moment, wishing that i just took the chance to be happy once again, but it is too late now. I have said too much already. The damage has been done and I am afraid I cannot take it back anymore.
Why do I always do this to myself? Why do I tend to scare away the people who I care for and might care for me? Why do I do too much when I could have done it less. Why did I overreact when I didn’t have too? Why did I blew it out of the water even though it was just a petty thing?
If only you can read my blog entries (I don’t know if you do) you will know how regretful I am. How I wish I could take back everything that I have said and just go with the flow with whatever this is, but I guess I have no face to write you anymore. I have no face to tell you that I still have feelings for you. I have no face to tell you that I am willing to take this chance wherever this may lead. I have no face to tell you how I wish we could start all over again.
For the one who got away, I am so sorry….
