Kaye’s Inner Mind

March 18, 2006 was Elena’s bday celeb but her bday was really last March 2.  How time runs so fast.  Elena is already one year old.  I remember when I first held her in the hospital, she was so tiny, so fragile.  I was so afraid I would drop her or something like that.  When I first gave her a bath I was so scared too because I can feel if I don’t hold her the right way she could just easily slip away from my grasp.  Ohhh those were the days….but now she already can walk.  I can’t leave her anymore in one room because she can’t stay put nowadays.

I must admit, when she was blowing her candle yesterday, I got teary eyed.  I was so happy inside, now that my baby is one year old.  Well yes, biologically, she is not my own, but I consider her as my own already.  Gosh!!!! I should not dwell in this because I know this emotion will be a big hindrance for me by the time I leave this place.

We had fun though, the filipina girls and with one new chinese friend.  We all spent the day eating and yacking!!!!!  So what else do you expect!! hahahahaha!!!! If not for the children’s presence in the party that could have even been called an adult party because the house was more filled with adults than the little ones.

Well anyway, Elena, I can’t pull back time anymore.  You are growing so fast.  I just hope and pray you grow up to be a God-fearing child and a humble-hearted angel.  I love you Elena…I love you as my own.

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