Kaye’s Inner Mind

May 14, 2005
9:00 a.m.

Have you ever so felt bored in your life? You have your family and yet you feel so alone.  You have your friends and yet you feel lonely.  Sometimes you just stay dumbfounded, staring at an open space, as if you are thinking about something but the truth is you are not thinking of anything.  Your mind is filled up with emptiness.  You have been this for awhile now, don’t know what to do to fill that empty space.  You tried focussing on your so-called career as a PT but just finding out of all the costs-to-be in the  future pisses you off.  Even trying to study or read your PT books doesn’t interest you anymore.  What is happening to yourself? Do you know?

Now you are trying to forget someone that you have loved before, but the more you force yourself, the more it is difficult for you to do so.  You must admit that you are still crying everytime you think of him, it seems that everything happened yesterday.  You want everything to be back as before, but you know that will never happen.  It will never happen in this lifetime anyway.  Your friends don’t understand you why you fell in love with this person, but he’s right, no matter what your friends say, still they can’t understand why because they did not feel the happiness you felt.  They can never understand, never.  No matter how you explain it, they would always say that this love can never exist.  They are right.  This love can never exist!  But no matter where I put it, still one thing remains, what I felt was real and nobody can take that away from me….nobody!!!!!!!!

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